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PINKmusic Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Life really sucks in me ):

Always having problems...):
Friends...always got problems. Why why why why? Can't i have someone trustful and faithful,being friends with me? Sigh ):
I know some of you are wondering why i always mix with the teachers....?
Teachers are much ...... better to turn to when i've problems, usually teachers i knew for long.
But now, looks like i'm losing one of them[the most i trusted ):]..
I really hope she will talk to me again and trust me again, sad..look like she is losing trust in me ):
Really worried of that ): sobsob..!
Why why why again?
It isn't my chance to have good friends and relationships with teachers...? ):

Sigh, being hearing impaired is fun but has some disadvantages which hurt me at times but i don't show or tell anyone not even my parents after a long long time.
Like, i always have problems in SAC pb since last year 2006, the beginning time when i joined.
But, i only told my parents about it this year in August or June or is it July, i can't remember. But, i know it's during the half of the year like ard June like that.
Sigh...! ):
Asking me to quit and quit and the problems happening in band are trying to make me to quit too....?
Peoplee, get this right...!
I LOVE MUSIC, PERCUSSION BAND, understand eh?!
If i quit, i can just quit last year which i'm sec1,more easier.
Think why again?
I still insist on learning but, feel sad and hurt at times when i go for band ):

Anyway, i hope we will have better bond in band when there're such activities like games and chalet every year, yup..
Next year, i may or may not in the committee, but will be senior.. Wonder how the next sec 1 batch is gonna be like =X Hope they are nice too :D
Hmm..
Nothing more..i guess..?

My life sucks...! Wish i can go out of SAC and transfer to another school, just blame on my stupid results.
Just blaming on myself, no one else not even my parents.
Sigh sigh sigh..!
Oh well, life has to be continued and i just get to carry on my life.
Hope 2008'll be a better one for me!
Then will be 3rd year in SAC, and another 2 years more, i will be proceeding to another type of life..

Ok, enough of pouring all my problems ):
Need to get ready for my freaking tution which'll start in ard 50min's time.
Tution really sucks, i must say.
The stupid teacher, everytime show me the face, not understandable,zz.
No choice, eh ):
Ok, see you people tonight (:

Loves.

Dance with Music
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